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  • Listening to: Why'd You Only Call Me When You're High - A.M.
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... and dA is messed up. ene

This new layout... this status thing... ene
//silently facepalms and walks away.

Don't even wanna think about it. -__-'''

OH WELL. Gaia have stole my life <33 ....or would have if I had one, LOL.
I'm seriously too attached to that place... ;-;
And to those people...
... mainly this one. ./////. Nya... <33

I... have been drawing recently but.. I posted it all on my stash, LOL. I'll be moving some stuff to here. ;3;
In other news, my bf and I broke up.

Guess it's all. '3'
Sorry for disappearing again, it happens a lot now. TxT'
  • Listening to: Capsule - Jelly
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Yeah, I disappeared again, I know (T^T )
But it's all GaiaOnline's fault DD':

I can't stop playing zOMG and talking to people there and- GAAAHH DDDx
I like Gaia (T^T )

Me, on Gaia:…
  • Listening to: Matryoshka - Miku and Gumi
  • Reading: I don't know that book's name in english ;--;
  • Watching: nothing~
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
... watch it: Real Life Scary Stories - The Video Website. <333

I can't, I'm just.... Shocked.
Can't stop watching, oh my god.

Premium Membership day!

Mon Apr 7, 2014, 4:21 PM
Too bad I forgot and sleept all daaaay. (.__. )
Now I only have few hours to enjoy... (;__; )

Made that journal skin using SimplySilent's Journal Skin Creator~
This one:…

  • Listening to: Kyoukai no Kanata Opening
  • Reading: The Wizard of Oz
  • Watching: nothing~
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
And I even made matching icons... because of gayness :iconlazepoolplz:


~~~ :iconkinarius::iconzukimime: ~~~
I know you, I know... that's really gay. <33
  • Listening to: Bacterial Contamination - Vocaloid
  • Reading: Can't decide what to read... (Q__Q )
  • Watching: nothing~
  • Playing: .Flow
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
... I'm just too lazy do give back. :iconlazypoolplz:
  • Listening to: Bacterial Contamination - Vocaloid
  • Reading: Can't decide what to read... (Q__Q )
  • Watching: nothing~
  • Playing: .Flow
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
WHEN DID MY PAGE GOT 11K VIEWS??? Actually... ALMOST 12K!!!!

Thanks! (;0; )

Also, about my return... (;^; ) >>…
Hi, you all.

Well. My life have been pretty busy lately... Also, for about a month I completely forgot my password to here. I tried to finish, for once and for all, the commissions pending, but I failed horribly.

And I feel I have to be honest with you all... I don't even like to make icons anymore. ):
It's funny to make 5 or 7, once in a while... But I promised 50 slots. Fifty freaking slots. And I ended up with more that 60 commissions in my hands 'cause other people asked me too and I just couldn't deny... I guess, I wanted a challenge... Maybe I wanted to prove to myself that I could handle with a bunch of commissions, but I can't.

Thinking now, it was really stupid of me... Since the begining I knew it was way too much icons for me to make. But seriously, I felt really really really happy to have so many people wanting my icons... I felt so happy that I couldn't see my own limit.

Recently I noticed that, unconsciously, I have been running away from dA 'cause I REALLY didn't wanted to make any icons anymore. And I know it's not fair with you, that asked me a simple icon and have been waiting since january. But still... I don't feel I can make your icon anymore... Since I don't like to make them, everytime I try to make one it ends up terrible. Seriously, TERRIBLE. No... I can't do it with you... To give you a bad icon, after letting you waiting for so long...

There's other motive to me not want to make them: my hand hurts really bad after the 4th icon. First, because my (notebook) table is a piece of crap and won't let me find a good position to stay for long periods. Second, because I'm coloring pixels, my hand haven't too much mobility and I have to harden it to have precision. After some time, it hurts...

But going direct to the point... I think I'll cancel the commissions.

I'm sorry for that. I exceeded my limits and I'm not making my icons with the same passion and dedication anymore...
Also, about future icon commissions... I don't really think I'll reopen them. Or at least, in that moment, that's how I think. And even if I reopen them, I won't accept more than 10 commissions at time. I don't really want to repeat that huge mistake again.

Thank you so much for commissioning me, tho. It was really important to me.
Again, I'm really really sorry for that.

People having the commissions canceled: zvrn(*), TorikiiKaiza-sanHalliovapepperliciousCandyKittiesAriesayu, TheClaireNecessitiesFrappuchii.

(I listed people that comented in the journals…… and who sent me notes. If your username is here by mistake, just ignore it, ok?)

The majority of you had forgot this already, right? ):
I'm back.... again! (u@''')

I've been a little busy lately... Also, my internet connection is still a little piece of crap. (-___- )
I promise, I'll finish the commissions quicly! This time... I surely will! ( T^T)9
...... And then I'll post lots of drawings~ Nyaahaa! (>u< )

Whoa! Over 10,000 pageviews!! And 172 watchers!!! You people are awesome! (ºOº )
Thank you so much for this!! <33 :iconarigatouplz:
  • Listening to: Cum On Feel The Noize - Quiet Riot
  • Reading: nothing~
  • Watching: Pirates of the Caribbean
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: Water :3
  • Listening to: Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold
  • Reading: Assassin&#039;s Creed - Renaissance
  • Watching: nothing~
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: Coke~

I'm not dead as you can see~ \(TuT\)

First of all, I want to ask sorry... Sorry to the people who left those lovely comments and replies, cause I couldn't answer them quickly... (.__. ) Sorry to the people that commissioned me, cause I just disappeared without any explanation and I'm taking FOREVER to make their commissions... Sorry to the people that watched me recently, cause I couldn't watch them back and say "thanks!" as fast as I wanted...

If you read my journals, maybe you saw that I've posted some about having problems with my internet. Well, I can't really remember if I mentioned this but, if I didn't, here we go: my mother changed our internet plan (?) to a cheaper one (but still fast), still on TIM and, like the previous one, it just stopped working after one week. We called them LOTS OF TIMES but they solved nothing.... again. For a long time I've been trying to connect (trying to FORCE the connection, actually) but I got nothing. The rare times I connected, it was SO SLOW that NOTHING, absolutely NOTHING charged completely.

There are 2 prints, click for a larger view.

When I tried to see my dA.</span>

Error 2
After about 45min I tried to recharge, but THIS happened.</span>

Oh, well... (T^T )

About the commissions. People, MY COMISSIONS ARE STILL CLOSED. I still have to finish the 'Suprise! Icon Commissions' stuff and I'm 4 months late. I know, it's a shame...

If you commissioned me, I'M REALLY REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR MY DELAY... I still want to make these commissions, but, after all that time, I don't know if YOU still want me to do them... (.__. )
Again, I'm really REALLY sorry for that... I wish I could had finished them before... (.__. )

So, please, if you don't want me to make them, tell me... (;__; ) But, please, don't do that, your characters are beautiful, I would like to make these icons... (;^; )

The other things... These are things about my personal life, actually~

The news are:
• My boyfriend and I are back together~!! ♥ We had broken up (?) but we're back now~ Actually, making a general count, we're 7 months together! ♥ Also, at may 27th we went out together for the first time~! (´w` ) I love him SO SO SO MUCH!! (;u; )

• My mother and I finally started to paint our house~ She let me choose the colors, yay! :3

• My favourite band (Avenged Sevenfold) announced recently their new album: Hail to the King~ (´w` ) FINALLY! /o/

• There are lots of protests around Brazil. We're all fighting against the corruption of our government~ Finally, brazilians awoke! >:3

I can't remember nothing more to say now, I guess... (@.@ ) If I remember something new, I'll add here later. :3
So, byee byee for now~! :3

And again, sorry for disappearing... (T^T )
  • Listening to: Innervision - System of a Down
  • Reading: a Lovecraft&#039;s book~
  • Watching: nothing~
  • Playing: Ib
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
Yaaaayy! Now I have a Pesterchuuuuum~! \(;7;\)
I tried to install on my computer but it doesn't work in Windows XP... (;^; ) Now I tried in the notebook and tadaaaa! /o/

Anyways, my chumhandle is unnamedGhost~ (;w; )

I don't remember how it works buuut... Feel free to pester me? '''xDD
But if you do, I have to say: my english is terrible. :T
  • Listening to: B.Y.O.B. - System of a Down
  • Reading: a Lovecraft&#039;s book~
  • Watching: nothing~
  • Playing: the &quot;Let&#039;s have patience&quot; game. :T
  • Eating: nothing~
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FFFUUU- man, I missed you guys so much! :iconcryforeverplz:

Let me explain...

Some of you must have noticed that recently I had problems with my internet. Well, in March 3rd it simply stoped working. My mother called a technician of Oi (our internet) and he examinated everything. In the end, he said that other technician would come to solve the problem, but no one came. We called to them and discovered that they canceled the internet. :T
Nobody told us why, they just said "The technician should have told you" and.... nothing more.
My mother and I were sick of them anyway, so my mother canceled the phone too (that was also of Oi). Then she decided try with Tim, and now I'm using it~ :3

I had to wait about 5 days to have the modem, and the internet is not that fast... Also, it disconet itself each 2 minutes. It's a crappy thing, but is an internet anyway. :T

Oh well, how bad notices never come alone... There's other thing: my computer stoped working. Doesn't matter what I do, it won't turn on... I'm using my notebook right now and, believe me, it sucks. :T

I hope to solve the computer thing till saturday... (T^T )

Oh, well well! But let's ignore it for now~

You people are so lovely~! :iconmyfeelzplz:
It's being a real pain in the ass to post this journal (too freaking slow net speed) so... I think I'll have to answer the comments later... (;___; )

But thank you so much for all them~! <333 (;u; )

Random comment: 11,391 messages in my inbox... Holy cow! ( >0>)
  • Listening to: Love Love - Take That
  • Reading: Assassin&#039;s Creed - Renaissance
  • Watching: Youtube Poops (BR) / PewDiePie
  • Playing: Happy Wheels / Ib
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
That is ok if I kick my computer, right? :iconmingplz:
Or my modem, at least? :iconmingplz:
Or google chrome? :iconmingplz:

For 3 days... FOR 3 FUCKING DAYS, my google chrome decided to gain life and close itself each 5 minutes. (^u^ ) I almost cried here. Seriously. (^u^ )

And even now...







BIIIIAAAAATTTCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :icontableflipplz:


*pant pant*

Ok, back to commissions now. (-___- )
  • Listening to: Love Love - Take That
  • Reading: nothing~
  • Watching: Youtube Poops (BR) / PewDiePie
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
First of all: I'm sorry, I forgot to say that I'd be busy these days and ended up disappearing without any explanation... (T____T )

Oh well... My classes started again last monday (18th)... It was a pain, as expected. (T^T ) BUUUUT... the good news aaaare: I'll be 5 days at home next week~! /o/
(This week, only the 2nd and 3rd graders had to go. Next week, the 1st graders will and then, from march 4th till the end of the year, everyone will have classes at the same time~ :meow:)

In these 5 days (and tomorrow! xDD) I'll be trying to finish all the commissions (I didn't forgot them! ;^; ) and, if possible, I'll be posting some drawings too... (;u; )

But, being serious now... I'm really sorry. When I thought about start making commissions I promised to myself that I would be responsible. I promised that I would try to make everything fast and with high quality... I said to myself that I should do my best.

But I completely failed. In the first commissions, I have fulfilled my promises... But then I just started to get lazy. I still make them as best as I can, but I'm taking too much time for that. Simple icons that should take me about 2 or 3 hours to make are taking 4 or 5 days. This is unacceptable. Maybe now, that my classes are back, it's admissible but before, when I was in my school vacations, it was just terrible of me.

And for that, I ask you sorry... I'll finish all the commissions (or at least, a big part of them) during these 6 days I'll be at home.

Oh, and... For what I could see, things at my school will be harder this year, so... I don't know anymore when I'll be reopening my commissions...

As soon as I can, hopefully.

Again, I'm really, really, REALLY sorry... (._. )

oh well... this week was, from far, the worst. I heard that my school won't be indicating the locals to the traineeship anymore, so I'll have to look for one. Also, the guy who was my best friend won't talk to me anymore (he don't even look at me)... And I broke up with my boyfriend... We are friends again, but it's... really awkward... (._. )

So, yeah, I'm pretty sad...
  • Listening to: Lollipop Luxury - Jeffree Star
  • Reading: nothing~
  • Watching: Youtube Poops (BR)
  • Playing: nothing~
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..  .-.. . .- .-. -. -  -- --- .-. ... .  -.-. --- -.. .  - --- -.. .- -.--~ (´w` )
--- ....,  .-- . .-.. .-..,  .- -  .-.. . .- ... -  ..  .- --  ... - .. .-.. .-..  .-.. . .- .-. -. .. -. --.~ '''xDD

.. ..-.  -.-- --- ..-  -.-. .- -.  .-. . .- -..  - .... .. ... --..--  -.-. --- -. --. .-. .- - ..- .-.. .- - .. --- -. ...!  .. -  -- . .- -. ...  -.-- --- ..-  -.- -. --- .--  -- --- .-. ... .  -.-. --- -.. .!

--- -.-,  ..  .-- .. .-.. .-..  ... - --- .--. (-__-''')

Ctrl + C and Ctrl V it here:… to know what I wrote~ (•u• )


FFF- The pen of my tablet just decided to troll me too! (X__X )
I click ONCE and it gives 6 or 7 clicks! DDDDD:
I'm starting to get worried... (Q__Q ) I have to draw some stuff and it won't let me! (Q.Q )
NOOOOES!! DDDDx If someone else had/have a C3 Tech tablet and had the same problem, please, helppp meee (T-T )

And by the way... I'll go back to school this monday. (T^T )
It means that I'll have only today, tomorrow and after tomorrow to stay happy-happy at home (Q_Q )

Sad. (Q__Q )
Really sad. (Q__Q )

Edit: I forgot to say... '''xDD

I... well.... I freaking want to... cosplay as... God-Tier Jade Harley (Homestuck)... (;x; )
But there's a liiiiiiiittle problem... (T^T )
My skin is tanned. (;^; ) I don't really care about it that much buut... Well, I'd be a tanned-God-Tier-Jade... It wouldn't make much sense since she spent a big part of the time inside her house (taking naps, taking care of her plants and stuff xDD) and when she turned a God Tier (Dog Tier? xDDD) her sprite was mixed with Bec, that is a white dog... Ugh, these details... ( T3T) And I don't want to use make up to make my skin look lighter... Even because I always forget that I am using make up and mess everything :iconderpinafacepalmplz:

Aw... But I really want... (T^T )
I seriously thinking about ignoring that little detail and cosplay as her... (T^T''')
Opinions/hints are welcome... (TT___TT )
  • Listening to: Naked Love - Nightmare
  • Reading: nothing~
  • Watching: Youtube Poops (BR)
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
Stolen from OffTempoPianist~ :iconpervylenplz:
I'm bored. (-____- )

Natural Hair Color:
[ ] Brown - $10.00
[ ] Blonde - $7.50
[x] Black - $1.50
[ ] Bald - $0.50
[ ] Other - $5.00

Eye Color:
[x] Brown - $5.00 (dark brown counts, right?)
[ ] Green - $10.00
[ ] Blue - $15.00
[ ] Hazel - $7.50
[ ] Other - $1.50

[ ] Over 7′ - $20.00
[ ] 6′8″ to 7′ - $17.50
[ ] 6′0″ to 6′7″ - $15.00
[x] 5′5″ to 5′11″ - $7.50
[ ] 5′4″ to 5′10″ - $8.50
[ ] Under 5′4 - $9.50

[ ] 50 to 56 - $17.50
[ ] 46 to 50 - $15.00
[ ] 41 to 45 - $12.50
[ ] 31 to 40 - $10.00
[ ] 26 to 30 - $7.50
[ ] 21 to 25 - $5.00
[ ] 19 to 20 - $2.50
[x] 0 to 18 - $10.00

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $75.00
[ ] First Born - $32.00
[x] Only Child - $25.00
[ ] Second born - $15.00
[ ] Middle child - $10.00
[ ] Last Born - $10.00
[ ] third born - $55.00
[ ] fourth born - $30.00
[ ] fifth born - $40.00
[ ] sixth born -$21.50

[ ] I did like once - $40.00
[ ] Only Holidays or Occasions - $25.00
[ ] Sometimes - $21.50
[ ] YES - $20.00
[ ] only weekends - $30.00
[ ] Every other day - $5.00
[ ] Once a day - $1.50
[ ] I live from the bottle - $Bankrupt$ [[back to $ZERO]]
[x] No - $60.00

[ ] perfect vision $40.00
[ ] need/have glasses/contacts but don't wear them $20.00
[ ] No correction $10.00
[x] Glasses $5.00
[ ] contacts $2.50
[ ] Surgical correction -$10.00

Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $30.00
[ ] 12 and a half to 13 - $25.00
[ ] 11 to 12 - $40.00
[x] 7 to 10 - $50.00
[ ] Under 7- $45.00

Favorite Colors (two):

[ ] Green-$75.00
[x] Red - $60.00
[x] Black - $10.00
[ ] Yellow -$47.50
[ ] Brown - $30.00
[ ] Purple - $22.50
[ ] White - $40.00
[ ] Aqua - $35.00
[ ] Orange - $30.00
[ ] Blue - $30.00
[ ] Pink - $10.00
[ ] Other - $50.00

Letter your middle name(s) start with:

[x] a-f - $5.00
[ ] g-k - $17.50
[ ] l-p - $30.00
[ ] q-u - $35.00
[ ] v-z -$25.00

Bedroom walls- select all that apply!
[ ] white - $11.00
[ ] green - $33.00
[ ] black - $11.00
[ ] purple - $22.00
[ ] orange/red/yellow - $33.00
[x] blue - $22.00
[ ] other - $35.00

First letter of the person you last talked to

[ ] a,b,c,d,e,f,g,h,i - $10.00
[x] j,k,l,m,n,o,p,q,r - $5.00
[ ] s,t,u,v,w,x,y, - $20.00
[ ] z - $25.00

Total: $166.00

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes $0
[x]Nope- $100.00
[ ] some- $75.00

Final Total:  $266.00

Re-Post as "I Cost $_________ a Night"
  • Listening to: Eagleheart - Stratovarius
  • Reading: nothing~
  • Watching: Youtube Poops (BR)
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
1st: I freaking hate my internet speed. (u_u )

2nd: BROOOO!! I have 6 new watchers! SIX!! ♥♥♥ :iconsopsplz:
For 2 days I'm trying to thank them for the watch and watch them back, but I was getting error messages.. :iconderpinafacepalmplz:

S-So! (T^T ) Now that my internet speed looks to be a little better (not good yet, but still -_-), I'm going to thank everyone properly and watch back! /o/

But anyways! New watchers, THANK YOU SO MUCH! ♥ :iconcryforeverplz:
  • Listening to: Falling Star - Stratovarius
  • Reading: nothing~
  • Watching: Pewdiepie videos~
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~

But I regret nothing! :iconmonkeyloveplz:
  • Listening to: Falling Star - Stratovarius
  • Reading: nothing~
  • Watching: Pewdiepie videos~
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
Go check this out! /o/

~KaeruClover's Adopt Giveaway

Waa! That little red hood is so cute~! (*0* )
I'll enter~! (*-------* )
  • Listening to: Falling Star - Stratovarius
  • Reading: nothing~
  • Watching: Pewdiepie videos~
  • Playing: nothing~
  • Eating: nothing~
  • Drinking: nothing~
FFFFFFFF- The speed is stuck in 27 Kbps DDD: When it gets a little better, it goes to 44  DDDDD:

The pages aren't loading completely and the images are definately NOT loading! DDD:

(Damned brazilian internet super expensive and super slow!! Gaahh!!)

[PT only, sorry D: ]

Ah! E por falar em internet lenta e cara... Esses dias resolvi deixar de ser ignorante e pesquisei um pouco sobre os preços que as pessoas de outros lugares pagam pelas coisas (carros, internet, etc) para poder comparar com os preços pagos no Brasil...

Eu passei por VÁRIOS sites, mas o texto de um deles (um fórum, aliás) me chamou a atenção... É um texto longuinho, mas vale a pena ler (os comentários também!).

E sabe o que é triste? A situação nunca vai mudar. Brasileiros são muito acomodados... Primeiramente nenhum procura saber como funciona a economia daqui e os que procuram saber (e se deparam com esses absurdos) não fazem nada além de reclamar na internet e ainda esquecem depois (opa! Meu caso).

Se o Brasil INTEIRO se unisse e resolvesse dar um basta nessa situação absurda que já se arrasta desde muito tempo, nós poderíamos ser um país riquíssimo. De primeiro mundo, talvez... (._. )

Mas... meh. Brasileiros não têm jeito. (.__. )
Vamos todos ser manipulados até o fim, né? Marionetes nas mãos sujas e corruptas dos políticos, fingindo que não vemos enquanto eles levam todo o nosso dinheiro e gastam com viagens luxuosas e prostitutas.

Fazer o que, né?

"Brasil um país de tolos!"
Desculpa se alguma coisa que eu disse não fez sentido ou está errada... Eu ainda não entendo muito de economia, e posso estar dando o nome errado ao que eu disse... (@.@ ) De qualquer forma, só queria desabafar um pouco... Pode ignorar. (._. )