Hi, you all.
Well. My life have been pretty busy lately... Also, for about a month I completely forgot my password to here. I tried to finish, for once and for all, the commissions pending, but I failed horribly.
And I feel I have to be honest with you all... I don't even like to make icons anymore. ):
It's funny to make 5 or 7, once in a while... But I promised 50 slots. Fifty freaking slots. And I ended up with more that 60 commissions in my hands 'cause other people asked me too and I just couldn't deny... I guess, I wanted a challenge... Maybe I wanted to prove to myself that I could handle with a bunch of commissions, but I can't.
Thinking now, it was really stupid of me... Since the begining I knew it was way too much icons for me to make. But seriously, I felt really really really happy to have so many people wanting my icons... I felt so happy that I couldn't see my own limit.
Recently I noticed that, unconsciously, I have been running away from dA 'cause I REALLY didn't wanted to make any icons anymore. And I know it's not fair with you, that asked me a simple icon and have been waiting since january. But still... I don't feel I can make your icon anymore... Since I don't like to make them, everytime I try to make one it ends up terrible. Seriously, TERRIBLE. No... I can't do it with you... To give you a bad icon, after letting you waiting for so long...
There's other motive to me not want to make them: my hand hurts really bad after the 4th icon. First, because my (notebook) table is a piece of crap and won't let me find a good position to stay for long periods. Second, because I'm coloring pixels, my hand haven't too much mobility and I have to harden it to have precision. After some time, it hurts...
But going direct to the point... I think I'll cancel the commissions.
I'm sorry for that. I exceeded my limits and I'm not making my icons with the same passion and dedication anymore...
Also, about future icon commissions... I don't really think I'll reopen them. Or at least, in that moment, that's how I think. And even if I reopen them, I won't accept more than 10 commissions at time. I don't really want to repeat that huge mistake again.
Thank you so much for commissioning me, tho. It was really important to me.
Again, I'm really really sorry for that.
The majority of you had forgot this already, right? ):